A Story of a Patient With HIV / AIDS.
Doni, 25 Years ( not his real name, he did not allow his real name is displayed )
Doni know that he was suffering from the disease at the age of 23 years. It is known that, in their teens Doni often use drugs and sharing needles. Regret was coming behind. Now he spends more time for worship and multiply the positive activities in life. Because knowing that her life would not be much longer.
Knowing that his life no longer, used also to provide socialization to family and friends surrounding how unpleasant life in a terrible situation. keep the spirit of work, though not married, according to Doni because the family can hurt and kill other people, especially children growing anti HIV from birth. Doni work at home to help their parents.
Early Stage
Doni was born of a poor family, with the situation he's looking for his own life at the age of adolescence. During the search, he took a wrong direction that eventually led to his HIV infection. From the use of drugs and syringes alternately with his friends ( probably already infected hundreds with HIV ).
Doni doing it for years, which is the phase where Doni felt a change in him, he did several times a Health Check. at the last examination, the doctor mememberitahukan psychological approach that Doni HIV disease. When Doni told, his first reaction is probably a pretty common thing, when we are dealing with something that can not be handled. Doni denied that he was HIV positive and was not believed from the results of the examination.
Accepted or not the results of the examination, Doni fully aware of what he had done in his youth and the beginning of the journey is a terrible life. Doni said " HIV has no outward symptoms, so we can not really aware of it and when it is positive, significant physical changes arise. From the beginning of my check, my doctor just said okay, yeah, maybe it used to make me indirect stress. even now, the doctor told me I was fine and I own be prepared to wait when the time comes to expand deeds ".
rejection
Each person would not believe and deny that he was HIV positive, as well as with Doni. Rejection only her mind, do not believe and regret. But, they are not going to change things, because everything is happening. If it continues to perform denial, then there will be no attempt to cure, so to speak just resigned.
Doni said that: " If I continue to deny the fact that I am HIV positive, I probably would not take the decision to attempt to cure and prevention of the right so as not to infect others. Because I can injure and even kill someone with just a drop of my blood. Allow I myself feel terrible and painful situation like this. "
With the ongoing refusal could cause harm to yourself and others. Doni could only do better so as not to hurt others and better understand the meaning of life in a dire situation.
Rejection was just pointless, when Doni denies HIV positive / AIDS, it can not change the dire situation, even be added as well as cruel and painful symptoms of the disease. When circumstances Doni pain, pallor, weight loss, dry cough, fever continuously, skin rashes, swollen glands on certain body parts and no appetite from there Doni will not be able to deny that HIV positive. because it is very real and clear of symptoms shown by body Doni.
Doni " Denial is no longer an option, so I had to accept and try to deal with than what I experienced. Past the first time, I blame the people, blame my friends first, so that they apologize to me., But that, through me think and realize the only action that is very stupid because I blame others in my problem. past, because of the association of my own fault, not anyone else. I realize it and accept, yes, a result like this. "
Emotional ( Anger )
" I often get angry just because a little upset, maybe this, yes, nothing to do with the disease that I suffered, a little depressed., but, I still can control your emotions, because if you can not act rationally and could hurt the people I love that guy old. upset To overcome that anger exploded, I could only cry. because I think with my menangsi be more calm and not act emotionally. Yeah, I cried often, to the point that my mother cried too. " Doni said.
Now who is not angry, upset and when situations like Doni added. Upset, Angry jumbled together,,,,, tidakbisa imaginable!
Doni: "Once on a day, When I was in the room, on my condition is getting worse, drastic weight loss, I was screaming cursing my friends first, until God had cursed. While beating the walls of the room. Then my father came in and closed the door, my father calmed me down and said, " You know Don, you can not get help, she can not help, doctors also can not help and the only one who can help you now only God. So, there is no point you angry, cursing, but you must be self mendakatkan same God, ask for healing. " After saying that, my father came out of the room ".
Here Doni quieter than before, because the anger will not produce anything it would be detrimental. Doni aware, that no one except God can heal.
" After hearing my father talk, I immediately knelt down, crying, asking Apun having been scolded and pray together and ask God's healing " said Doni ''
God is the Supreme Helper. Humans are just middlemen to heal. For Doni now Denial, Anger is useless, it is important to pray and ask for healing treatment, therapy routine. Here, parents Doni continues to provide encouragement, as did his friends today. Which formerly seemed to discriminate, now they are the friends and neighbors will understand that more experienced Doni. Even so Doni still remain on precautions to not spread and hurt them.
Doni " I am very grateful, as family, friends and neighbors are still paying attention to me, gives a zest for life. Maybe if I could not be more sick with this disease, had also thought about suicide., And it awakened my friend. Thank for you all. "
muster up courage
The fear thing is always attached to Doni, Doni sometimes create fear death because it knows the disease can not be cured and will be rapidly fatal. But, it can not be denied example, when we are sick with the flue severe chills, no appetite or contact types lah, sometimes the fear is always there. Is that right?
Here, Doni take a new perspective, trusting God is always with him.
" When going to bed, I no longer worry about whether I will be alive tomorrow. I understand, Because death inevitable for every human being, the more important of it all is our faith. In my condition like this, to get closer with God ". Doni said.
For Doni, fear can be overcome with a closer relationship with God. pray, beg forgiveness and healing. If the shelter is left fear in mind, it could be worse, whereas now it is a terrible state of Doni. Do not know what would happen if fear keeps minds doni coupled with agonizing disease.
Doni " Every effort I try, start treatment, therapy, and whatever it is that is offers a cure of the disease that I suffered, I tried everything and I'm more confident with God that will heal. God is Love ".
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Living in such a situation is difficult in every life and adolescence are exacerbated when already taking medication to use syringes. When the AIDS disease is contagious and can not be cured, there is more to be done which there is only " Regret, Rejection, Anger ". AIDS was quickly claimed the lives of someone who is infected with the disease.
Some very valuable lessons we can take from the story of Doni, Especially for Teens, Remember the HIV / AIDS can not be cured. Do not perform actions that result in transmission of HIV / AIDS.
Doni message " Make today's youth, my message: do not ever use drugs, syringes and whatever it likes. Infected when it's like this I, regret it behind, nothing else could be done, though life expectancy has vanished, is pictured in front of the eyes and the darkness just cry. HIV / AIDS can not be cured., and those who are already infected, do not despair, try and pray for healing In God ".
Thus the story of people living with HIV / AIDS may be a lesson for all of us, to live life more beautiful future and we give encouragement to people living with HIV / AIDS because they are also human beings who have the same rights.
Life As PLWHA - " Struggle To Keep or Not To Live Forever "
Doni know that he was suffering from the disease at the age of 23 years. It is known that, in their teens Doni often use drugs and sharing needles. Regret was coming behind. Now he spends more time for worship and multiply the positive activities in life. Because knowing that her life would not be much longer.
Knowing that his life no longer, used also to provide socialization to family and friends surrounding how unpleasant life in a terrible situation. keep the spirit of work, though not married, according to Doni because the family can hurt and kill other people, especially children growing anti HIV from birth. Doni work at home to help their parents.
Early Stage
Doni was born of a poor family, with the situation he's looking for his own life at the age of adolescence. During the search, he took a wrong direction that eventually led to his HIV infection. From the use of drugs and syringes alternately with his friends ( probably already infected hundreds with HIV ).
Doni doing it for years, which is the phase where Doni felt a change in him, he did several times a Health Check. at the last examination, the doctor mememberitahukan psychological approach that Doni HIV disease. When Doni told, his first reaction is probably a pretty common thing, when we are dealing with something that can not be handled. Doni denied that he was HIV positive and was not believed from the results of the examination.
Accepted or not the results of the examination, Doni fully aware of what he had done in his youth and the beginning of the journey is a terrible life. Doni said " HIV has no outward symptoms, so we can not really aware of it and when it is positive, significant physical changes arise. From the beginning of my check, my doctor just said okay, yeah, maybe it used to make me indirect stress. even now, the doctor told me I was fine and I own be prepared to wait when the time comes to expand deeds ".
rejection
Each person would not believe and deny that he was HIV positive, as well as with Doni. Rejection only her mind, do not believe and regret. But, they are not going to change things, because everything is happening. If it continues to perform denial, then there will be no attempt to cure, so to speak just resigned.
Doni said that: " If I continue to deny the fact that I am HIV positive, I probably would not take the decision to attempt to cure and prevention of the right so as not to infect others. Because I can injure and even kill someone with just a drop of my blood. Allow I myself feel terrible and painful situation like this. "
With the ongoing refusal could cause harm to yourself and others. Doni could only do better so as not to hurt others and better understand the meaning of life in a dire situation.
Rejection was just pointless, when Doni denies HIV positive / AIDS, it can not change the dire situation, even be added as well as cruel and painful symptoms of the disease. When circumstances Doni pain, pallor, weight loss, dry cough, fever continuously, skin rashes, swollen glands on certain body parts and no appetite from there Doni will not be able to deny that HIV positive. because it is very real and clear of symptoms shown by body Doni.
Doni " Denial is no longer an option, so I had to accept and try to deal with than what I experienced. Past the first time, I blame the people, blame my friends first, so that they apologize to me., But that, through me think and realize the only action that is very stupid because I blame others in my problem. past, because of the association of my own fault, not anyone else. I realize it and accept, yes, a result like this. "
Emotional ( Anger )
" I often get angry just because a little upset, maybe this, yes, nothing to do with the disease that I suffered, a little depressed., but, I still can control your emotions, because if you can not act rationally and could hurt the people I love that guy old. upset To overcome that anger exploded, I could only cry. because I think with my menangsi be more calm and not act emotionally. Yeah, I cried often, to the point that my mother cried too. " Doni said.
Now who is not angry, upset and when situations like Doni added. Upset, Angry jumbled together,,,,, tidakbisa imaginable!
Doni: "Once on a day, When I was in the room, on my condition is getting worse, drastic weight loss, I was screaming cursing my friends first, until God had cursed. While beating the walls of the room. Then my father came in and closed the door, my father calmed me down and said, " You know Don, you can not get help, she can not help, doctors also can not help and the only one who can help you now only God. So, there is no point you angry, cursing, but you must be self mendakatkan same God, ask for healing. " After saying that, my father came out of the room ".
Here Doni quieter than before, because the anger will not produce anything it would be detrimental. Doni aware, that no one except God can heal.
" After hearing my father talk, I immediately knelt down, crying, asking Apun having been scolded and pray together and ask God's healing " said Doni ''
God is the Supreme Helper. Humans are just middlemen to heal. For Doni now Denial, Anger is useless, it is important to pray and ask for healing treatment, therapy routine. Here, parents Doni continues to provide encouragement, as did his friends today. Which formerly seemed to discriminate, now they are the friends and neighbors will understand that more experienced Doni. Even so Doni still remain on precautions to not spread and hurt them.
Doni " I am very grateful, as family, friends and neighbors are still paying attention to me, gives a zest for life. Maybe if I could not be more sick with this disease, had also thought about suicide., And it awakened my friend. Thank for you all. "
muster up courage
The fear thing is always attached to Doni, Doni sometimes create fear death because it knows the disease can not be cured and will be rapidly fatal. But, it can not be denied example, when we are sick with the flue severe chills, no appetite or contact types lah, sometimes the fear is always there. Is that right?
Here, Doni take a new perspective, trusting God is always with him.
" When going to bed, I no longer worry about whether I will be alive tomorrow. I understand, Because death inevitable for every human being, the more important of it all is our faith. In my condition like this, to get closer with God ". Doni said.
For Doni, fear can be overcome with a closer relationship with God. pray, beg forgiveness and healing. If the shelter is left fear in mind, it could be worse, whereas now it is a terrible state of Doni. Do not know what would happen if fear keeps minds doni coupled with agonizing disease.
Doni " Every effort I try, start treatment, therapy, and whatever it is that is offers a cure of the disease that I suffered, I tried everything and I'm more confident with God that will heal. God is Love ".
----------------
Living in such a situation is difficult in every life and adolescence are exacerbated when already taking medication to use syringes. When the AIDS disease is contagious and can not be cured, there is more to be done which there is only " Regret, Rejection, Anger ". AIDS was quickly claimed the lives of someone who is infected with the disease.
Some very valuable lessons we can take from the story of Doni, Especially for Teens, Remember the HIV / AIDS can not be cured. Do not perform actions that result in transmission of HIV / AIDS.
Doni message " Make today's youth, my message: do not ever use drugs, syringes and whatever it likes. Infected when it's like this I, regret it behind, nothing else could be done, though life expectancy has vanished, is pictured in front of the eyes and the darkness just cry. HIV / AIDS can not be cured., and those who are already infected, do not despair, try and pray for healing In God ".
Thus the story of people living with HIV / AIDS may be a lesson for all of us, to live life more beautiful future and we give encouragement to people living with HIV / AIDS because they are also human beings who have the same rights.
Life As PLWHA - " Struggle To Keep or Not To Live Forever "
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